Whirlwind

My life has become a whirlwind. I constantly ask myself how everything got this way. There is no answer. Lost and crazed is an understatement. All I want to do is have a life of my own. I'm ready to not depend on others, and I get that a 16 year old has no idea what they are doing and completely idiotic if they think they can make it on their own, but I'm no average 16 year old. I have the mind of an adult in my eyes. I always make mature decisions, and if I were to stay at home, I might lose my mind.

My plan is to take my SAT's and get a FANTASTIC score. I'm going to study as if my life depends on it, because it does. Once I do that, I'm going to take my G.E.D test so I can finish my high school career. High school is not right for me. I am bored there. I am tired of re-learning things that were taught in elementary school. I am no longer being challenged. I want to be treated like every other student, not favored or disliked. I want to go to college and start my life. I'm going to move to Vegas, where my oldest sister lives and is stationed in the United States Air Force. I'm going to attend UNLV and earn my degree in English to become a Journalist. I'm going to transfer to North Western University and study at the School of Medil for journalism. After that I want to travel with my career. Go places and experience things that others don't get to experience. I'm in love with this idea, and I'm going to do everything in my power to accomplish it.

Searching

Some things are better left unsaid. Sometimes writing can be more powerful. I'm trying that. I'm looking for new blogs to follow to show that there is life everywhere. I've been so distracted with problems created by others. Now I'm just looking to remember what real life looks like. A little reminder can go a long way.

"Out of the grey cloud she found she knew nothing else than the life she lived. So she became new, and lived again beyond the grey." - My only wish for the future.